It's hard to "self limit" the time I spend thinking of her. I'm still
deeply love, but I try to handle it someway I don't hurt myself too
much.
I don't know if I went quite too fast or quite too slow, or a mix of
both... I failed. But it's like I didn't totally want it to work...
She is utterly the type of girl that I fall in love with. I must be
exactly the type of guy that she doesn't fall in love with. Well,
else, there would be quite a weird mess...
I still really want her to be happy. I still want to be with her. I
still want to see her everyday. I still want to hear her everyday. I
still think of her all the day. She is still the Princess of My
Dreams. Well, she'll always be the Princess of My Dreams.
And so what? ... I don't know... That's the way it is.
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