Today I did something quite fool. I don't know why I needed to do it.
But from the moment my heart decided to make me do it, I feel the beat
inside of me... And it doesn't feel so good...
Should I feel hopeless? What? I don't know... I really wish I were not
such a fool...
I am so deeply in love with her... Someone please give me a parachute!!!
It feels like I can't control it at all anymore... Feels like I can't
bear it anymore!!!
Someone tell me why it has to be this way!!!
Why am I so in love with her??? I do know why... I do... I wish I
didn't... Because it would make me concentrate on searching why...
Is there something I can do? Is there something I can say? ... Why...
Sometimes, it really get on my nerves!!! Damn life!!!
I can't make the one I love be happy... I'm not allowed to do it??? What???
IIt really messes me up sometimes... Like NOW... !!!
But I can't say something like "life is unfair"... because life is a
concept that is not itself a life, so it can't tell anything... It is
the things it want to tell... Well, I understand myself.
Damn stupid... This is how I feel!!! So this is how I am, I guess...
Well, it must be my heart talking right now... Hooooow.... Whyyyyy...
I'm so in love... It hurts... It hurts too much...
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